09/24/2008 / Mom
Good morning Eric: I know it has been a while since I sat down and wrote to you. I just want you to know that even though I dont write here as much, you are still in my thoughts EVERY day. There are at least ten things a day that remind me of you, whether is it something I am cooking for dinner, a thought that passes or something that one of your nieces or nephews do a certain way. You are always there and I know that. You are still my first thought in the morning and the last thought at night before I go to bed. I still look at your picture around the house and wonder "Why?" I know I will have to wait until I see you again to find out that answer. There are times when I still think you are going to walk through the door. Every time I am out on the back deck, standing by the steps, I think of you. That is the last place where we hugged and said I love you after Easter dinner which feels like yesterday, but at the same time so long ago. My heart just cant comprehend what my mind knows is true sometimes.
I love you Eric and miss you so much, yesterday, today and tomorrow.
Love, Mom
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